Today is seriously a bad day..
Other than stressed up with a lot of homework,
I don't think my group will be able to do the EL Pict Discussion Project tomorrow, which was as planned...
Haiz..Got possibilities can fail this project..

I apologised to Archie, for forgotting to hand in his work to teachers, especially Mr. Sim..he had to go for Prep. Camp on Monday and so gave the homework to me and then I was supposed to hand in to all teachers..
But yea, I forgot abt it..
He was stressed up with my actions, he knew that Mr. Sim's gonna scold him like heaven for sure..and anw he lost his HP at Sentosa also..
I'm feelin' super guilty even 'till now..
The thing is he was freakingly disappointed in me, and I've never disappointed a friend so much in my life..

Anyway, one friend of mine told this story to me..
Her fren [juz assume he's Mr. A], liked this girl in our sch, and coz he knew tat this girl already has a crush, he was pretty depressed..and she felt sorry for him..
I asked who this girl was, and she said tat she had promised Mr. A to keep it a secret. She dropped a list of girls, though. "Mr. A's crush was on da list", she said. Shocked, I must honestly say tat the only girl on tat list possible to be Mr. A's crush is oso MY CRUSH!
Not tat I'm afraid to fight fairly for this girl with Mr. A..
and yea although I've told myself not to worry abt it, I couldnt help feeling anxious..

I still assume that we both had our hearts on da same girl...

Suddenly, around evening, HER msn PM was saying tat she "doesnt want anyone"...
Seriously, it gave me an impression that she's getting fed up with me and Mr. A [both of us are really serious in our crushes]...
I know I shouldnt think soooo much...since I still dunno who Mr. A likes. Neither is it my concern...
But I STILL ASSUME that we both like da same girl..
and the thought of her saying tat she wanted no one really shattered my heart..

Ok, the way I talk is getting random..and I suppose most of u peeps dun understand what I've written above...

I juz wanna give up on her, since she was already so fed up..I'll try, no matter how hard..

And to Archie, is there anything I could do to make it up???

1stly, I've let a friend sooooo down, and 2ndly, it seemed hopeless for me and her...
My heart is shattered...
Anyone can suggest me how to make an unbreakable heart, how to freeze a heart???
Whatever, I juz wanna be heartless for once, so I cant feel anything *wishful thinking*

P.S. To Alan: Try to cheer up, homie! and come back soon!

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