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 Friday 28 May 2010
Burnt, both on the skin and physically.

Went home totally drained and red with sunburnt.



Had a whole day of basketball today. Well almost.


12-1pm, 2pm-7.30pm.



Never played basketball for this long before.
And playing with you guys was even better.
Even though I screwed up a lot. Haha.


Their skills have all improved vastly.
I need to catch up.
Probably have to work harder during training.
I hope I can take it though. xD





Well, whatever.
Let's play again sometime soon!
And Yichao and Liaowei, you better be there next time.


Thursday 27 May 2010
The harshness of interview.

Did my first ever interview today.
And it was harder than I expected. Far exceeded my expectations.



They asked you things that just make you go speechless.
And if you somehow gave out the wrong answer, you better be well-prepared for another bombardment of hard questions.



Somehow I feel that interview felt like driving me into a corner to pounce on me like a prey being targeted by a group of predators.


Lol not that I'm calling the interviewees "predators".
I just felt "cornered and somehow helpless", that's all.


Many more interviews I need to go through in life.
Life just gets harder as you grow up.
More things to do, more responsibility.
It means more that you have to sacrifice, and more that you have to give away and give up.


Anyway, it was about my Public Address interview.
I applied for a position of Vice President.
From there I also learn to see for real that with great power comes great responsibility.
Being a VP means a lot of job scope, sacrificing your time, your energy, and yourself.
All for what you work for.
I just hope I'm really prepared.



Well, whatever is the results of the interview, I'll just have to accept it.
Some things are meant to be, and some are not.


Tuesday 25 May 2010
Screw you.

Some things I realised by today.



1). I hate overly-noisy people. People who do not know when to be loud, and when NOT to.


2). I hate people who keep coming in and out of my room. With the exception of roommate, I suppose.


3). I hate living in a noisy house. STFU!


4). The more tired I am, the more 'flammable' I get.





Sometimes I just can't help it feeling bloody irritated because of all these.
I don't wanna let my feeling burst all out. So I just put an ignorant attitude whenever I'm nearly into Berserk-Mode.





But the more I keep it, the more it wanna explode.


Tuesday 11 May 2010
I found it. But another problem arises.

Finally, my long-gone motivation.



And I knew what happened.



Back then in Secondary School,
I used to aim everything for A1.
But before I entered Junior College,
I promised to just do what I can. Get whatever I can get.
Be it either A, passing mark, but if possible, not fail.



And all I aim for 50%, or passing mark.
And I didn't take my studies too seriously.
Thank God I realised it.


For the first time this year, I took my notes and studied properly before the Chemistry Lecture Test today.
Now it's just how many marks I will get.
Believe it or not, I myself unconsciously aimed for an A.



This is the motivation part.
Next part is my own physical aspects.
I might have the determination.
But my brain may not be strong enough to handle everything.

Even today, I burnt out at about half of my curriculum time.
And now, I barely have strength to think for my math questions.
Most probably I just do and finish at school during break tomorrow.
With hope that I don't burn out.
I shall go and sleep now.
Totally tired.



And tomorrow school ends late for me again.







"Persevere, and believe."


Sunday 2 May 2010

Trickery is a prominence.




Persevering is a must.





But Failure, is not an option.