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Monday 28 June 2010

One out four Exams, Part II over.




It wasn't a good thing.


Didn't know about others.



Everyone said "screwed" and the other synonyms to describe it. But we all know it. Some people out there are gonna get high marks and score well.


Yeah probably we all say we won't get it.

Only we would know what's we wishing for inside though.
Maybe it isn't that good being too honest.

For me, this was the worst Math exam I've ever had in my whole life.
My chance of passing is minimal.
Yet I can't help holding on to that little glimpse of hope somewhere ahead that I could still get a pass.


Oh well, only time will tell.
School never felt so screwed before.




Chemistry tomorrow, Physics the next two days.
To be truthful, I'm not yet prepared.
Time for me to start.








Fellow PA Excos, good job for today's first morning assembly.
I guess we didn't screw much, or so I hope? xD


Wednesday 23 June 2010
Typical post at this point of time.

Yes, Common Test.

It's happening in less than a week's time.



The pressure is mounting.
Revisions undone.
Not even half, I guess.



On one hand I haven't had enough breaks,
On the other hand I don't wanna screw my CT.
Not that I won't, I guess. Most probably will.


But they say we have to be optimistic.
If I say I can do it, I can.



I... Gotta... Work... On... It...



Hopefully the pressure works in my favour and helps in spurring me. =='



To everyone else taking the CT, best of luck xD


Monday 21 June 2010

Same place,
Same settings,
Same feelings,
Same memories.


Just at different time.



Still, I can't help breathing in the sense of happiness I once shared at the place.




But I need to forget about it xD


Wednesday 16 June 2010

I still miss PA Camp





Anyway
When I read blogposts from my PA senior members,
I realised how much memory they left behind from just this CCA.

Keith's video made it even more nostalgic, I guess.

I know it's time for me to create my own experience in this.
But I think somehow I feel afraid to move forward.
It's like there's this feeling in me that is just not prepared for what's going to come.
Yes, I admit I'm not yet prepared to lead on my own.
Still feel that I need more than just a guidance =='
And my studies are screwed up also.



Challenges accumulate, worries build up.
I guess only time will tell what might happen.


Monday 14 June 2010
Astrology

Haha I saw this link from Keith's blog. And I decided to try it out for my own.
True for almost all that is written. But fortunately I think I'm able to handle my emotions better throughout the years xD

I like the part when they say that I love peace and family. So bloody true. Reminds me of the nostalgic PA Camp again =(

And for some unfortunate reasons I "wear my heart on my sleeve" =='

Anyway, here it is xD



Cancer
June 22 - July 22

Cancer, the fourth sign of the zodiac, is all about home. Those born under this sign are 'roots' kinds of people, and take great pleasure in the comforts of home and family. Cancers are maternal, domestic and love to nurture others. More than likely, their family will be large, too -- the more, the merrier! Cancers will certainly be merry if their home life is serene and harmonious. Traditions are upheld with great zest in a Cancer's household, since these folks prize family history and love communal activities. They also tend to be patriotic, waving the flag whenever possible. A Cancer's good memory is the basis for stories told around the dinner table, and don't be surprised if these folks get emotional about things. Those born under this sign wear their heart on their sleeve, which is just fine by them.

The mascot of Cancer is the Crab, and much like this shelled little critter, Cancers are quick to retreat into their shells if it suits their mood. No wonder these folks are called crabby! For Cancer, it's not that big of a deal, though, since they consider this 'shell' a second home (and they do love home). The flip side of this hiding is that shell-bound Crabs are often quite moody. Further, in keeping with their difficulty in sharing their innermost feelings, it can become a Herculean task to pry a Crab out of its secret hiding place. What to do? Give the Crab time -- eventually these folks will come out to play again. When they do, they'll be the first to say so, in keeping with the Cardinal Quality attached to this sign. It's said that Crabs are first to laugh and first to cry, so you can bet they'll fill you in. That shell, by the way, isn't the only tough thing about Crabs. These folks are tenacious and strong-willed and like to get their way. If their well-documented kindness and gentleness doesn't do the trick, however, they're not above using emotional manipulation to make things happen. If that still doesn't work, they'll just go back to their shell and sulk, or find a way to get back at the source of their pain, since Crabs can be rather vindictive. That said, any self-respecting Crab would tell you that they are ultimately motivated by protecting their home and loved ones, a most noble goal.

Cancers are ruled by the Moon -- the Great Mother of the heavens in ancient times. Here on Earth, this is manifested in the Crab's maternal instincts and desire to protect home and hearth. This may appear smothering at times, but that's the Crab for you. The Moon is associated with fertility, too, a quality that is most pleasing to Cancers. The Moon is also the ruler of moods, and Cancers have plenty of those. These folks can cry you a river if they're so inclined, and they usually are. They can be overly sensitive, easily hurt and prone to brooding. Even so, Crabs find it easy to be sympathetic to others and are quick to show their affection. Their intuition is also a great help to them, especially in times of stress.

The element associated with Cancer is Water. Like the rolling waves of the sea, the Crab's emotions can make quite a splash. These folks tend to pick up on things and bring them in, with the outward result ranging from sentimentality to possessiveness. Crabs need to resist the temptation to become selfish or to feel sorry for themselves, since this behavior won't help. On the bright side, Cancers are good with money (although some consider them too thrifty), probably because they value a sense of security. Crabs are also quick to help others and tend to avoid confrontation. In keeping with their nurturing bent, those born under this sign are a whiz with food. A hearty picnic in the park is heaven-on-earth to most Crabs.

Cancers often find that a robust workout session is just the tonic for their touchy feelings. Team sports are always nice, since they offer a sense of community; water polo should be elemental to aquatic Crabs. What are their team colors? The Moon is silver and white. Since Cancers have a tendency to be lazy, however, they may need someone to push them out the door. When it comes to the game of love, eager Crabs are devoted, romantic and able to get things going on their own. Crabs are wise to listen to their gut, since this sign rules the stomach.

The great strength of the Cancer-born is the tenacity with which they protect their loved ones. These folks don't ask for much, either: a comfortable home and sense of peace about sums it up. It's that nurturing instinct which makes Cancers a pleasure to be with.


From here


Oh yes, I need to do my revisions =='


Saturday 12 June 2010
NJPA. A CCA, a crew, a small and cozy family.

Had my PA June Camp and Exco Handover since two days ago until today.



Started my day badly first, since I slept very little the night before and was grouchy the whole day especially during the mock events.
But that's about it.


Day 2, it was games day in City Hall.
Fun day, if not for the some department store security guard kept "kao pei"-ing us.
Sent his friend to followed us around somemore.
=='
Some adults just like to spoil innocent youngsters' fun.



Day 3, cleaning cables.
Long but I guess it was kinda enjoyable.
Haha fancy our CCA to clean cables once a year.


During this camp, I bonded with the guys much more, consciously or not.
It's a good thing for the 'family' though. xD


And yes, Exco Handover.

Jie Xiang, President.
Genie, Vice President.
Keith, Secretary.
Hazel, Concert Co-ordinating Officer.
Jian Yi, Treasurer
Audrina, Quarter Mistress.
Kevin, Training Officer.

Together we form the batch of PA Exco 10/11.


Again, thanks to the previous batch of Exco; Jerrell, Grace, Jocelyn, Huan Ghee, Marcus, E Yang, and Dong Lum; and other seniors for the guidance from the first time we joined this CCA.


What we need to do now is not to let them down, and instead bring PA to a greater height.


But again, the road isn't gonna be smooth.
I just have to do my best.









With one sport CCA and an Exco position in another, how could I try to juggle my screwed-up studies?
Just something to ponder about.xD


Friday 4 June 2010
I keep forgetting.

Keep going away from my aims.
Keep losing focus.
My aim, my goal, my dreams.



I need to look there.
But the road ain't smooth.
I won't even know if I can make it.



But they say as long as I want to,
There's no stopping me.
But is it, really?