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Tuesday 26 April 2011
Back to life. I mean, my childhood, somehow. And my motivation too, I guess. You know what. I couldn't really remember what made me stumble upon Digimon stuff again. But after that moment, I knew that I had to re-watch everything again. I've been following until the 2nd season, and a bit of 3rd and 4th season. And I thought it was time to catch up. Seriously, man. Nothing ever beats the original. It never felt so good. It feels as if my childhood fantasy came true again. Those moments when I was young and naive [not that I'm already grown up now, though], Those times when all I cared about was living in my own fantasy of Digimon World. Those memories when having my own Digimon was everything I wanted. You could say it's a crazy obsession of mine. And when I'm starting to restart the whole season again, It's actually when my whole body, mind, and soul came into a greater order. Even I myself failed to fathom why, Somehow, immersing my reality and my own fantasy of Digimon knock the fact that my life is in such a disarray into my head. And if I don't start re-adjusting it, I'm gonna head straight into my own doom. And what better way than to kickstart the process with my own very best "virtual friends" ? The effects? My mind re-energised, My soul rejuvenated, My body refreshed, And my time management skills bloom. For now. And I hope this will continue. Of course, I thank God for this. Maybe this is how He gave me a wake-up call. Random fact: After his first debut in 1999, Wargreymon remains my favourite Digimon, despite strong competitions coming from the younger, more modern ones xD Sunday 24 April 2011
Chuck Taylor All Star Speciality Ox And that adds to another list of the things I've lost in this place. In fact, it's the biggest thing that I've been robbed from. I think it's also one of the newest stuff that I have. I don't even wear them often. My best friends haven't even seen me wear them. I last wore the pair on Friday. When I went out of house around 7:50pm on Saturday, It was still there when I grabbed my slippers. I mean, come on, of course I saw the pair. I put all my shoes together. And when I came back home, it was just gone. Not there. Disappeared without a trace. I looked around the shoe racks, Not there. I searched through the kitchen in the dark, where the maid usually washes shoes, Not there. I ransacked my room, Not there. I inquired my housemates, Nobody knows. I asked the maid, Nobody knows. I wonder what the house owner will say tomorrow when I inform her about this. Saturday 16 April 2011 NAPFA today's morning. And tomorrow, it's time to start my work. Then comes Monday. I want more rest please. Just a little bit more. I ain't a divine being. Friday 8 April 2011
They don't know, they can't see. Call it a sign, Call it a wake-up call. I hope it stays on my mind, As my time rolls. It could have been a group mistake, Or a part of me did something wrong. All I know is the smile that I fake, Wouldn't be so hard to put up if I've known this all along. They told me to be strong, They told me to cheer up, But they can't see the pain that's been building up, Neither can they notice that I can't take this for long. I'm just a kid, hoping to achieve something great, Though my faith, and my dreams have often been torn. Hopefully it's not yet too late, To rectify what's been done. 'Cause as long as my time still runs, I won't resign to my own fate. I hope this tingling pain sensation will last. So that my faith is back to flame, And I'll make it all up, And I'll prove them wrong. But of course, of course Lord, I offer you the path of my life, only to You. Thursday 7 April 2011
"Control the outcome. It's on you." "Always has been." I was watching Never Back Down again. A decent movie, I must say. And this quote has been ringing in my head, apparently. It's by the martial arts instructor in the movie. You see, this is exactly the problem. Why would be watching a movie, ESPECIALLY ON A FUCKING WEEKDAY? To tell you the truth, I've just been ignoring everything. I've lost the spirit I had to catch up academically a while ago. I'm just feeling tired all the time. Exercising, giving myself some breather, All didn't work. Even upbeat and motivational songs that normally worked on me had no effect anymore. It I don't even have mood to do anything that is school-related. Well, except maybe some PA stuff. It's nothing related to school anyway. So I don't really feel that burdened. I'm supposed to study. Everyone around me does. Not me. Just not me. When am I able to understand the true meaning of that quote I mentioned earlier? |