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OhLaila
Wednesday 28 July 2010
Deserved it.

Didn't study less than my full capacity?



I got 2 U grades for my subjects.
And when I thought everything was okay,
I got suspended from Basketball.



But I don't wanna think of this as the point where I'll surrender to my fate.
I'll create my own destiny.



Suddenly I remember a post from www.pointguardtips.com
The author, a starting PG in his university team, was once suspended from Basketball due to his results also.
And what did he do to get back into the team?
Practiced every day, and studied at home for 2 hours before he slept.


I'm considering taking up this method.
After school, rush home and train. Then study.
At least 3 days per week ball training, 1 day for physical training.
So it'll be same as the intensity of my CCA.



I don't care.
I'm gonna do it.


Sunday 25 July 2010
Mind over matter.

I don't wanna complain anymore.

I don't wanna whine.

I don't wanna be too noisy anymore.

I don't wanna be too spontaneous, or outspoken.





Mind over matter.
The belief is that the mind is stronger than the body.




But what to do.
I'm just someone with impossibly big dreams, but with very limited traits.


Friday 23 July 2010
10SH20

This class just got better and better. xD


It'll be good if everyone is present for class outing though.


Every outing can't seem to get everyone available :\


Oh well.
I'll just try my best.



Nonetheless, every outing with them peeps are always good.


Saturday 17 July 2010
ROCK IN THE NIGHT

All the hardwork
The blood
The sweat
The tears
The sacrifices
I'm glad it all was worth in the end.


As mentioned by seniors,
The pleasure you breathed in when such a huge event went so smoothly and awesomely,
Is immeasurable.



Looking forward to next year's PA Concert!


Watch out people, you might get stunned 'cause again it will be just as awesome, if not more =D


Monday 12 July 2010
Behind words: Thorns, or 'RedBull' ?

Some words hurt.

Some phrases sting.


But behind everything, there's always the truth.
Accompanied by the non-facts.



Whether this is is my truth or not,
Whether it's true or not,
I don't care.

What I ain't sure is if I should prove them wrong,
Whether I've been giving the wrong impression,
Whether people have seen the wrong me.




If I'm to prove them wrong,
It'll take the hell out of every part of me to just continue with life.
Yet if I don't,
This is how they will see me, how they will look down on me.





A guy who hails from a neighbourhood secondary school, with a so-so ability and gets thrown into 'a hell of a pond with big gargantuan fishes'.









Saturday 10 July 2010

Finally I'm of a legal age.


On one side it sounds good, doesn't it?
Legal to drive, to drink, to watch M18 movies.


But this is also a sign of a closer step to a full adulthood.
Which means more responsibility and consequences in everything that I do.


They say people have their prime between 18-20+.
I wished to grow up in the past.
I'm a fool. Haha.



It's alright. I can only move forward.
I'll aim for myself to be a more disciplined, responsible and rational person, among other things.




For those who remembered this memorable day of mine, I thank you more than sincerely.
Brothers, NJPA crew, and everyone else.













Work it harder
Make it better
Do it faster
Make us stronger


Tuesday 6 July 2010

Bring it on.


I'm not going down, no matter how many challenging, seemingly-insurmountable tasks blocking my path.


Not until I'm still alive.




Life just gets worse.










Saturday 3 July 2010
Whatever.

Lesson learnt.



It's not always what it seems to be. What's on the surface is totally different from what lies beneath the surface.




Even the group of close people I thought could comprehend why I like to watch Kamen Rider shows, perceive me not differently from what people I don't really know would.


They continue labelling me as either "childish", or "has no childhood".




They don't watch these. Ever.
They have no idea what it's about.
Yet they judge me based solely on what they feel.
Even when I try to explain it somehow felt like my words fell into deaf ears.


But that's where I learnt these life lessons.



What's so childish about watching a sci-fi series where people can transform and various villains are abound?
I'm just being appreciative of the superb visual effects done by the Japanese.


It's alright.
Probably I'm just weird.
But I still like the series.


Thursday 1 July 2010
It's over, both metaphorically and truthfully speaking.

Common Test is over.

Yeah, it's over. My results can somehow be expected I think.
Gotta be prepared for failures.


Don't wanna give a damn anymore.
I can only move forward.




Anyway
I just realised one thing.
There's just this missing thing in my life since JC starts.
Totally different from the last 4 years, when it was always there all along.
Giving me both pleasant and chaotic experiences.
But somehow it kinda spiced up my life.

Not that my life is that bland now.




Don't wanna give a damn anymore.
I can only move forward.