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 Monday 16 September 2013
Architecture School. For real.

Well, I just went through the first day of (finally) taking Architecture modules.
I won't say it's bad, but the amount of work looming ahead make it seem that it might not be that good either.
I'll have to see how far my engine can work.

No, wait, I have to survive.
There's no other way.



That aside,
I wonder if I'm now over-estimating myself by diving myself into so much commitments beside my academics in school.
Been more active in a couple more clubs. One of those is in the midst of setting up.
Might be taking up a research project too.
FML. Questioning myself every minute of the day now.


Even while wanting to rant here, my usual writing mode doesn't come out.
I can somehow see that my mode is getting gibberish.



Screw this shit.
I think I need to sleep.
Out, and over.


Tuesday 10 September 2013
Thought bubbles.

Random no. 1:

I dreamt that Rupiah stop depreciating and in fact appreciate a little, showing signs of recovery. And my parents decided to convert some into Singapore Dollars.

Random no. 2:

 Blogger is having issues with my login. It kept thinking that I logged out and popping up constant message of: "You have logged out from another location. Do you want to log in again?". Bitch please, I'm always logged in on my own laptop. 
Random no. 3:

I figured out that while it's mostly well-known that we have both mind and feeling, mine works a little differently on a closer inspection.
I think both my mind and feeling can split further into 2 each.
My mind splits into: logical mind and instinctive mind.
My feeling splits into: emotional feeling and gut feeling.
And each actually represents one 'good' and one 'bad'. 

 My logical mind does only what I want it to do, when I want it to do.
My instinctive mind can do whatever the shit it wants, whenever the fuck it feels like.
For example: unlocking archives of memories, like re-reading old saved notes, going through old photos. Randomly. In the middle of the night. When I need to sleep. 
Most of the time, it just does nothing good for my own feeling.

 My emotional feeling likes to flood my whole self with torrents of feels.
Many times, I actually will be overwhelmed. Well, internally.
My gut feeling is my logical mind's best friend.
It is able to judge situations, or anything in particular, rather well.
I can also safely say that this is my most prized self-defence mechanism psychologically.
Maybe alongside the Kid in me. Haha.
Random no. 4:

I'm blogging during working hours now, when I suddenly felt that I needed a break.
All right, I should go back to reality. Bye!