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Tuesday 29 September 2015

I have no idea how to do this now,

At first I thought, it was just me being out of it for too long.
But thinking about it, there're so many variables and things that I overlook, and at the same time, things that I over-think about.




I guess it matters so much now,

And I'm afraid that a single wrong move can cause an irreparable damage. What if I end up causing an effect that is the opposite of my intention? What if my intention is there but the execution is poor?

I guess it matters so much now,




Because I don't wanna lose this feeling,

I guess I don't wanna lose it,




Because after all this time,

I really don't know if I can ever find someone who can bring out both the best and the worst in me, and make me feel like this ever again,






But that's precisely why I need to put a stopper to my chronic over-thinking during this period, look at the bigger picture, rely more on my logic, and accept if things cannot go my way.

No matter how much it will destroy me once again.



Remember, self, you anticipated the risks before it all started happening.


Sunday 20 September 2015
Graduation Getaway

Really overdue, but I finally could not stand it anymore. The previous post about the prelude to my graduation getaway seems incomplete otherwise.


Went on a trip to my home country, albeit those areas that I myself haven't explored on my own before even as an Indonesian.
Hey my country is huge okay? Haha.

Spent a week enjoying the cool weather of Java, climbing mountains with shorts and slippers, and relaxing in Bali.

That aside, going on a trip with people really can open up your eyes about the people much more than you can normally see during other days.

Anyway, I hope these selections of photos will be a memory of a lifetime. It was my first adventure, sorta.




DAY 1: SG - YOGYAKARTA









DAY 2: BOROBUDUR - BROMO















DAY 3: BROMO - IJEN









DAY 4: IJEN - BALI













DAY 5: ULUWATU; JIMBARAN, BALI










DAY 6: UBUD, BALI










DAY 7: AYUNG RIVER, BALI










DAY 8: BLUE LAGOON, BALI - SG











Life is so much about uncertainties now. You can be so in touch with the past at one moment, living in the present in the next, and planning for the future afterwards.

The irony about that though, is that you can't always plan how you live.



Slightly less than 4 months to go in 2015.
I want Christmas to come, yet I don't want Time to pass by just like that.

For once, I really, really want Time to stop.