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 February 2022 CreditsOhLaila | Wednesday, 30 April 2008 
   Masks..Masks..Masks On My Face.. Dunno what's getting wrong with me.. I'm being deprived of my own self-confidence I juz felt I have done too much mistakes in my life... Do this wrong; do that wrong I care for people, they say I'm being overboard...I don't care at all, they say I'm not being myself... I trust people a lot, they don't trust me..I don't trust them, how to befriend them? The only option: STOP doing everything...and HECK CARE The result is somehow unexpected.. There's a thing I like abt this, and there's a thing I dislike abt.. It makes stop worrying, which is useful.. But I tell my feelings and thoughts to my close friends lesser now... I wear so-called 'masks' often to cover-up my emotions... while at da same time putting on a nothing-has-happened-to-me expression on my face..this one I don't really like... So, me doing this and not being myself anymore, is it also WRONG??? U see?? Everything I do never seems to be right... Afterall, there're still so many things in life for me to learn huh? Monday, 28 April 2008 
   *sigh* Ever had an experience when u have done something u never want? I did I can't say exactly why But I have been putting on a mask and brave front to my frens... And it is never my thing.. Even I stop saying my feelings and thoughts to my close frens.. What the hell is wrong with me? I have three things on my mind Am I jealous to my own buddies? Or I simply don't feel like sharing what is on my mind to them? Or maybe I feel that I'm gonna disturb and distract them by sharing what I feel? Either way, I seriously wanna erase all those beliefs!!!! Anw, 1st day of MYE today..English Paper 1 was a catastrophe. I'm afraid I wrote the essay out of point.. 1 exam down, 10 more papers to go! o.0 Tuesday, 22 April 2008 
   Mid Year Exam!!!!! It's less than a week before Mid Year Exams!!!!!! And seriously, I'm not the least prepared for it, both mentally and "brain"-ly [is there even such term? 0.o] Need help in my Chemistry especially!!! I juz can't get the thing into my head... Haiz... Anyway, it shouldn't be a big problem.. Since what I'll do is simply to put in my best effort.. The rest, let it lies in the God's hands or the fate itself.. Oh, yea, before I delay further, I wish the BEST of the BEST from the BEST luck at its BEST to all of u peeps! =D Sunday, 20 April 2008 
   Soooo obssessed with the song..XD Finally started to study... Yesterday spent quite a lot amount of time revising Biology Still chatted and played games a while though Today totally didnt play, managed to finish revisin' Bio and some Physics questions..=D Good improvement compared to last week's studyin' performance..hehehe Tml must finish my tuition's homeworks, A maths Worksheet 14, E maths exercises.. Do all the tested topic of Biology in the 10-yr-series questions as well, where possible... One more thing, must be able to get Huyen to understand the Biology tested topics! Target set! Now it's juz how to get there! =D P.S : I got a new hair wax...I'll see if this would work on my hair..=p Thursday, 17 April 2008 
   My body's aching all overr.. Hah..finally found a time to update here.. 1st: found my pencil box again...WHY?! WHY?! only found when I have purchased another set of stationaries...T___T 2nd: Basketball matches were a total mess...we lost a lot...hahahahahaha..but on top of it all, the team seemed to enjoy them...well, I did..=D..One thing I can conclude, the team's spirit was present..and I'm glad to realise that..hoho.. 3rd: The muscles are aching in all over my body...the basketball matches really drained all of me..haiz...and I've been experiencing a lot of 'sleepless nights'...wewwwww... Anw, it's 11 days more and FTPSS Mid-year-exams will commence..and I've not revised at all.. I'm gonna be a dead meat.. I messed up quite a lot in my recent tests.. and I'm still in no mood to study... What hope I have for my MYE??? XD Let the destiny takes its own course.. Sunday, 13 April 2008 
   YAHOO, people! Yo peeps! It's been quite a while since I posted here..so here's a refreshment for the blog... 1st thing's 1st, basketball match..3e1 team consists of Archie, Barnabas, Liao Wei, Mars and me from 3e1..the 2 substitutions are Liao Wei's friends from Sec.2 Played against 5n1 on Friday, and won by a few points after being in a rough game..phew..but I guess it might be juz our luck.. Next, we played against 4e1 after SPA..and it was real bad..The 2nd half of the game was postponed to next week, and we alr abt 20+ points behind them...No hope for us to go to Final huh? XD 2ndly, Today's FTPSS Annual Speech Day. It was the 40th anniversary of the school oso.. I got a prize for being the 1st in standard in Sec 2, Best in Literature and Home Economics..$50 Popular Bookstore voucher in total..not bad.. Tell u all wad, the Home Economics were a luck, I suppose..and I personally find it quite strange oso that I dont take Literature this year and took Geography instead, when I'm actually better at Literature..=.=' and to that "Bitch", I told ya that ur blog about this particular teacher u really insulted would offend people, and not only me.. So, again ask ur so-called 'saviour' again to trace them! Like when she traced alan, me and novi for spamming ur blog!!!!! Or are u telling us that u dare to come to weak people like us, and when others came, u are scared?????????????????????? XD Anw, I think it's already time to revise for my exams...and why the hell am I still blogging here?? =p Saturday, 5 April 2008 
   Welcome back, Homie! Firstly, I wanna say "Welcome back" to Alan! Nice to see u back here, holmes! Ok, now, let's juz summarise what happened today [practicing my Summary Writing Skills simultaneously as well XD] *Practiced basketball with Liao Wei, then went for A Math Remedial *Played basketball with Liao Wei, Barnabas, Archie, Mars and Yongyi..Jose and Halim only played a while and went home first... *Then ate at KFC with them.. *Went home to sleep, then headed to airport with Aldy and Jason *Met Ms. Kaur at da airport, and then welcomed Alan..=) *Ms. Kaur went home first, then da rest of us met Yeri.. *Accompanied Yeri to eat at Changi airport oso ==..then went home.. This Saturday flew by so quickly, but it was sooooooooo absolutely enjoyable.=D Anyway, nowadays I'm tryin' my best to do rope-skipping and other exercises which can help me grow taller.. The conclusion: I'm tryin' to boost my height =.=' So, peeps, if any of ya know some ways to help one's growth, suggest to me ok? :) I'll appreciate it a lot.. Friday, 4 April 2008 
   Finally its weekend again XD HOHOHO...It's finally Friday! Phew, this week's been real tough... Homework piling up, lacking of sleep, increasing laziness, are the main factors that make this week seemed to be a so-called 'living hell'... And yea, I almost forgot to mention one thing, I lost my pencilbox SADDD....T___T I totally forgot where I had put it, Damn! TT..My thumbdrive with my Learning Journey Photos was inside....ARGHHHH... Therefore, today went to Popular to buy stationaries, so as to fill up my old pencilbox... Oh yea, 3e1 was almost disqualified from Inter-class Basketball Competition, but luckily our match was postponed to Tuesday... Another good thing coz our captain, da [da self-proclaimed Legend =p]Archie could not make it today. He had a soccer match.. Anyway, the info for the basketball match.. Tuesday, 4pm 3E1 vs 4N4 Guess that I'll have to come for my HMT Remedial a bit later..=.= So..any volunteers for 3e1 cheerleaders??? Anyone think we can qualify to 2nd-round? Well, i do hope that we can...=D Wish us luck, dudes..XP heh. Gonna sleep early today and make up the loss...hahahaha....finally.. Before a math remedial tomorrow, gonna have a basketball practice...I didn't know the players are so interested in practicing for the upcoming match already..lol.. Tuesday, 1 April 2008 
   ARGH What the hell is wrong with schoolwork????? They're just keep piling up, more and more!!!!!!!!!! And I've not been getting enough sleep as well! I WANNA SLEEP!!!! The thing is, I can't... These 2 stuffs really make my mood go down... Whatever, man! I dun wanna care any longer...Classmates won't do much homework also, so let it be 'One for all, all for one" XD As a result of lack of sleep, my body diffuses its sleeping time to my curriculum time, which means I fall asleep a lot in school... Today was one example... During SS period, suddenly I felt blackout and could not sense anything anymore...until Mdm. Rozainah threw a marker straight onto my head... I woke up, still moodless, and was rewarded with two essays as punishment.. What could I do? *extremely, 100% heavy, absolutely deep sigh* The conclusion: Existing stacks of homework + 2 punishment SS essays = MORE WORK + MORE STRESS Incredible formula, isn't it????? Try this experiment at home, and if u do it right, u may feel an explosion inside ur head...bwahahahah.. [alchemist's laugh] Xp |