Ever had an experience when u have done something u never want?
I did
I can't say exactly why
But I have been putting on a mask and brave front to my frens...
And it is never my thing..
Even I stop saying my feelings and thoughts to my close frens..
What the hell is wrong with me?
I have three things on my mind
Am I jealous to my own buddies? Or I simply don't feel like sharing what is on my mind to them? Or maybe I feel that I'm gonna disturb and distract them by sharing what I feel?
Either way, I seriously wanna erase all those beliefs!!!!
Anw, 1st day of MYE today..English Paper 1 was a catastrophe. I'm afraid I wrote the essay out of point..
1 exam down, 10 more papers to go! o.0
