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Saturday, 30 May 2009
Here we go again My parents were here since Wednesday. And they would already have arrived in Jakarta by now. This time they were not just here to visit me. By luck they came at the right time to pick up my report book. They have seen it. From their faces I could see that they knew I could do better. \ There's one problem I need to overcome; Sleeping time. I always slept late at night. And so I got sleepy at school, depriving me of the concentration I needed. Ok, I gotta get through this problem.. Anyway, there is one of the reasons why I like it when my father visited me or vice versa. Talking to him always has a very motivational effect on me. Like now, After I had a good talk with him , I realised what have I done wrong, what I shouldnt have done and what I havent done, I gotta get back to my target real soon. And my mom. Always reminds me of what is wrong in taking care of my own health and well-being. I realised that I have neglected her advices again and again to get adequate sleep == Haha. today was comical. my parents' flight was supposed to be abt 10am in the morning. When we arrived at the check in counter, we realised that Dad booked a ticket for 30th JUNE instead of 30th MAY. Uh-oh. Of course he had to book another ticket soon. So my mom and he got another ticket at 5pm today == Oh, I could almost faint today. Yesterday my parents and me talked till abt 2am. We were supposed to wake up at 8am if my parents wanted to catch the plane in time. So I thought initially that after accompanying them to airport, I could get home and sleep. So, yeah, we all had to withstand our sleepiness till late afternoon by walking around Toa Payoh. Sadly, when I was home, I couldnt sleep much. Only one hour. Maybe I was still a bit down since they had to leave so early. Just after only a few days here. Oh, shit. The Pang of Homesickness again == I will try my very best not to let them down anymore. *First and foremost, Sleep as early as possible every day, as adequate as possible. *Spend MUCH less time on games, and instead, spend more in school work. *'Apa untungnya jika kita berpikir negatif dan apa ruginya jika kita mencoba berpikir positif?' Quote by my father, to tell me to think positively. *'Mengejar itu mudah. Mempertahankan itu sulit.' Again by him, to tell me not to get complacent whenever I am ahead of others. *get back and work hard for my O level exam soon. *Not getting distracted with other stuff. Just O level and thats it. *Preparing to help my bro mentally when he is here later this year to prepare for his scholarship study. Oh, an sms from my dad. My mom and he have just landed on Soekarno-Hatta airport. Thanks be to God for safely bringing them back =) Please, God, guide me through this journey called Life, so that I won't let my parents down again. Amen. xD
Here we go again My parents were here since Wednesday. And they would already have arrived in Jakarta by now. This time they were not just here to visit me. By luck they came at the right time to pick up my report book. They have seen it. From their faces I could see that they knew I could do better. \ There's one problem I need to overcome; Sleeping time. I always slept late at night. And so I got sleepy at school, depriving me of the concentration I needed. Ok, I gotta get through this problem.. Anyway, there is one of the reasons why I like it when my father visited me or vice versa. Talking to him always has a very motivational effect on me. Like now, After I had a good talk with him , I realised what have I done wrong, what I shouldnt have done and what I havent done, I gotta get back to my target real soon. And my mom. Always reminds me of what is wrong in taking care of my own health and well-being. I realised that I have neglected her advices again and again to get adequate sleep == Haha. today was comical. my parents' flight was supposed to be abt 10am in the morning. When we arrived at the check in counter, we realised that Dad booked a ticket for 30th JUNE instead of 30th MAY. Uh-oh. Of course he had to book another ticket soon. So my mom and he got another ticket at 5pm today == Oh, I could almost faint today. Yesterday my parents and me talked till abt 2am. We were supposed to wake up at 8am if my parents wanted to catch the plane in time. So I thought initially that after accompanying them to airport, I could get home and sleep. So, yeah, we all had to withstand our sleepiness till late afternoon by walking around Toa Payoh. Sadly, when I was home, I couldnt sleep much. Only one hour. Maybe I was still a bit down since they had to leave so early. Just after only a few days here. Oh, shit. The Pang of Homesickness again == I will try my very best not to let them down anymore. *First and foremost, Sleep as early as possible every day, as adequate as possible. *Spend MUCH less time on games, and instead, spend more in school work. *'Apa untungnya jika kita berpikir negatif dan apa ruginya jika kita mencoba berpikir positif?' Quote by my father, to tell me to think positively. *'Mengejar itu mudah. Mempertahankan itu sulit.' Again by him, to tell me not to get complacent whenever I am ahead of others. *get back and work hard for my O level exam soon. *Not getting distracted with other stuff. Just O level and thats it. *Preparing to help my bro mentally when he is here later this year to prepare for his scholarship study. Oh, an sms from my dad. My mom and he has just landed on Soekarno-Hatta airport. Thanks be to God for safely bringing them back =) Please, God, guide me through this journey called Life, so that I won't let my parents down again. Amen. xD Monday, 25 May 2009
Rapid injuries The old woes havent recovered yet, and new ones come already == Although my legs are feeling better from Friday's cramp, my knees are exhausted after playing basketball today. I knew I shouldnt have played so hardcore-ly == And, I fell down twice during the play. First was when I was marking Zul. I dunno why suddenly I slided down and knocked my right hip on the ground. Haha, still okay. Compared to the next one. I was bringing the ball up to the other side of the court, Qing Xiang was marking me. And I dunno what or how or why, I somehow fell down and the left part of my head hit something. Must be a part of his body.... Pain and I think I was blinded for a few split-seconds, if I could still realise , though == After a while the pain subsided, anyway..... But I believe this knock on my head affected my left ear...I felt something was blocking. Hope blood clots or whatever that is stuck can be removed by my bloodstream soon, though >< P.S. : My legs, please recover ASAP xD Friday, 22 May 2009
Sick? Pushing yourself to the limit isnt always a good thing to do== Today I played basketball for abt 3 hrs+ And got cramped on both my calves. Shit. I think I am sunburnt too. My neck-and-shoulder joints are all feeling ached == Worst still, I am having headache. Ckck. Is this a result of lack of fitness or incompetency on my part? Thursday, 21 May 2009
"You've got what you deserve, boy" People always say we will get what we deserve, and what goes around comes around. Karma and blahblahblah... Let's just say it is true Yeah, thats that. I get what I deserve. I mean, my marks for my mid year exam. I practiced hard for e math. And I got back a kinda satisfactory marks for my own standard. For english, paper 2 was the result of constant practice as well. Paper 1, composition basically, was a result of me not really concentrating on it. And I failed my SS and HML..... SS, I really thought I could do SBQs quite easily [OVERCONFIDENCE].. Turned out I was wrong... In fact from total of 25 marks in 4 SBQ questions, I only managed to earn a bare 4 marks. What a shame. A result of my overconfidence I deserve it. Higher Malay. I just realised that my marks for it have been dropping since beginning of this year And yet I couldnt care less I chose to turn a pair of blind eyes and a pair of dear ears to that particular subject, thinking that I will always pass, since thats what I am aiming for my O Level. [COMPLACENCY] = = And yeah, my paper 1 passed, 50/90 Paper 2, 46/110 And overall, i score 48/100 F***ing great. It's okay. I deserve it. Another result of overconfidence and complacency. Tmr will get A math paper. Wanna see how much I got for it. Sciences paper made me shiver now. I hope I can prepare for the worst. == I didnt put my best effort in revising for them. I always thought "Mid year only! Still have O level. This is just revising, nothing more!" [UNDERESTISMATING] And I cant imagine what I would get already. Why do I keep forgetting this quote : "What goes up, must come down" Think that I would excel forever without doing anything? NO! == "Climbing up is easier than staying up" - My dad. And why the hell do I keep forgetting it == Let's review what else make me not putting 110% effort in revising this time round. 1). Games. yes. games and games. I play so often at the expense of my studies. Not that I neglect studies. But I play more and I study with game as my motivation. "After finishing this, I can play already!" This is what I always think. SO, I ended up rushing my revision just so I can play games faster. Wrong, wrong moves =.= 2). Laziness. Another one.This is a result of COMPLACENCY and OVERCONFIDENCE, as I brought it up earlier. 3). Ahem. These personal feelings that distract me a LOT LOT LOT. Caring so much for these during my revision time was a For people who have fallen down again and again, I now know how you guys feel. Let's not give up okay. We still have time. 110% effort from now on. No more games during revisions. No more personal feelings interfering with work. The starting line was from me. The finishing line must be from me as well. "What's past is past. Champion or not." - Steve Nash. For people who have backed me up till now, parents, brothers, friends. Thanks a lot. I won't disappoint myself and you guys anymore. I don't wanna crash here. At least not now. Monday, 11 May 2009
Weirdos.... Ckck... Amidst the frenzi-ed exam mood,  I suddenly have a freaking desire for a Chevrolet Corvette ZO6.... == I dunno why oso.... I just Oh, NFS Undercover, look what you've done to me T____T P.S.: Corvette ZO6 as displayed in NFS Carbon...  Sunday, 10 May 2009
Still lacking of spirit == Hello fellow bloggers It's been a week of mid year exam.. Though we still have 8 days to go.. I already switch to holiday mood unconsciously... Damn, Friday and Saturday basically were gone with sleep, slack, and play What the heck, and I actually planned to revise == Where the hell is my study mood ==' Okay, since a week has passed. lets make a review =P * English P1...No idea, but sure can pass... * HML P1...errr...this paper only can get B4 at most, always xD * HML P2....arghhh....DISASTER == * Chem P1...Careless, careless, careless * SS...hoho...surprisingly I think I had my luck on this paper =x * Chem P2....*SIGH* HAIZ..... * E Maths P1....n-sided polygon literally f***ed me up == * English P2...was quite okay, but I dunno if again Lady Luck was with me here =X Haha countdown, now: # Physics [Whats with Static Electricity and D.C Circuit] == # E Maths P2 [n-sided polygons may f*** me up even more] # Geography [OH SHOOT...I was supposed to revise this yesterday!!!!!!] # Biology [Meiosis and Plant Reproduction, would u please let me off???] # A Math [like what people always say; Save The Best For The Last xD] Haha anyway, hope u guys have passed the first week according to ur expectations xD 'cause for me, I think I have only some luck slipped in somewhere in the middle..hehe..even when I actually was lacking of study mood == Argh whats wrong with me Okay, I wanna study study study study, today and tomorrow Lets hope we all can xD Best of luck for the remaining exams =D Sunday, 3 May 2009
May the fortune be with u... Tmr is MYE...Good luck to everyone who is gonna take the exams , whoever, wherever u are xD Coz, I dont have much luck All I have with me was SLEEPINESS and PLAY-MODE..... hahaha...didnt study much.... SO, BEST OF LUCK =D |