My parents were here since Wednesday.

And they would already have arrived in Jakarta by now.


This time they were not just here to visit me. By luck they came at the right time to pick up my report book.
They have seen it.


From their faces I could see that they knew I could do better. \


There's one problem I need to overcome; Sleeping time.
I always slept late at night.
And so I got sleepy at school, depriving me of the concentration I needed.



Ok, I gotta get through this problem..


Anyway, there is one of the reasons why I like it when my father visited me or vice versa.
Talking to him always has a very motivational effect on me.

Like now,
After I had a good talk with him , I realised what have I done wrong, what I shouldnt have done and what I havent done,
I gotta get back to my target real soon.

And my mom.
Always reminds me of what is wrong in taking care of my own health and well-being.
I realised that I have neglected her advices again and again to get adequate sleep ==


Haha. today was comical.
my parents' flight was supposed to be abt 10am in the morning.
When we arrived at the check in counter, we realised that Dad booked a ticket for 30th JUNE instead of 30th MAY.
Uh-oh.
Of course he had to book another ticket soon. So my mom and he got another ticket at 5pm today ==

Oh, I could almost faint today.
Yesterday my parents and me talked till abt 2am. We were supposed to wake up at 8am if my parents wanted to catch the plane in time.
So I thought initially that after accompanying them to airport, I could get home and sleep.
So, yeah, we all had to withstand our sleepiness till late afternoon by walking around Toa Payoh.
Sadly, when I was home, I couldnt sleep much. Only one hour.


Maybe I was still a bit down since they had to leave so early. Just after only a few days here.
Oh, shit. The Pang of Homesickness again ==








I will try my very best not to let them down anymore.


*First and foremost, Sleep as early as possible every day, as adequate as possible.

*Spend MUCH less time on games, and instead, spend more in school work.

*'Apa untungnya jika kita berpikir negatif dan apa ruginya jika kita mencoba berpikir positif?' Quote by my father, to tell me to think positively.

*'Mengejar itu mudah. Mempertahankan itu sulit.' Again by him, to tell me not to get complacent whenever I am ahead of others.

*get back and work hard for my O level exam soon.


*Not getting distracted with other stuff. Just O level and thats it.


*Preparing to help my bro mentally when he is here later this year to prepare for his scholarship study.



Oh, an sms from my dad. My mom and he have just landed on Soekarno-Hatta airport. Thanks be to God for safely bringing them back =)



Please, God, guide me through this journey called Life,
so that I won't let my parents down again.
Amen.
xD

18:56
Up, up, and away!