What is wrong with me.
Where is my spirit to study.
It's 19 days from now, and I'm still playing.
Not like I never try to study though.
I just can't have the right mentality to maintain the mood.
Let's just say I'm depressed because I ain't in my Depression-mode, especially now.
So the urge to study is nowhere to be
found felt.
It's so close now.
All my blood and sweat and tears for the whole 4 years I've been here,
This is the moment I've been working hard for.
I went well, I failed, I got back up, I persevered, I pushed on.
All for this final judgement.
This is my final chance.
It's time to prove myself, now or never.
To prove my hardwork
To prove my worth
To prove myself that my prelim result was nowhere comparable to O level
To prove that I can still overcome my own ability
I'm gonna make this my moment.
Mine.
Again, it's
Now or Never.