Two things I know for sure now.


One. Sooner or later the big decisions in Life have to be made, even if abruptly.
Two. Your Life may change, for the better or for the worse, due to the decisions.



I'm in front of another decisive moment of my life now, which to my surprise, arrived too sudden somehow.



Few months, no, few weeks ago, I had my mind and mentality prepared to enter JC next year.
At least that's where I was thinking of spending my two years of preparations to get ready to enter a Medicine Faculty in Australia someday.
Although in the cases of enrolling in an Australian university after O Level I only need to enter a one-year Foundation Programme, I thought it may be better if I prepare my own science knowledges in JC first before I enrol in the Faculty.
I've heard people who took Medicine in there without A Level certificate are struggling madly, in which most of them changed to other courses.

And even though I'll be one year later to enrol in there, with A Level certificate in science I'll most probably can cope easier in the course.



But few days ago,
I heard from my Dad's friend, that her daughter could cope in Medicine Faculty without taking A-Level, and with Foundation Programme only.
A rare case, but a proof that people can still cope without A-Level in that course.
And he, advised me to just go straight to Aussie.


My relatives have told me not to take up JC as well. Other than tiring, I'll waste one extra year.
I've turned my deaf ears to their blabberings. I was resolute that I don't care even if I'll waste more time, if that can compensate the ease I'm gonna enjoy in my dream course.


Now I know that maybe without wasting another year I can cope in there.


The thing is,
I'm not mentally prepared.
My brain calculates that it's a better option to just enrol into the Foundation Programme.
If I attain enough score, the faculty will guarantee a place for me.
And since it's easier to get high score in the programme than in A-Level exam.

However,
With only O-level certificate in Biology and Chemistry, I may not cope with the science subjects I'm gonna take.






Second scenario.
If I take A-Level course in JC,
My sciences knowlegde would be powerful enough in the faculty.
I may even skip some of the subjects.
Not to mention I'll be more fluent in my English as well.


But, I'll waste one more year.
And definitely much more money.
Which is a pain in the ass.



Which should I choose, I am still thinking about it.
Friends said I should look at how I did my O-level first, and decide about it later.
Still, I have to be mentally prepared if I'll ever decide to take up the Foundation Programme instead.


My mentality is the problem.
If I leave Singapore, that means a fresh new start.
And I dunno if I'm prepared for it.





Another thing I know for sure.
This is going to be the moment I'll remember my whole life.
The moment that is gonna change the course of my journey.

22:07
Up, up, and away!