As I talked about earlier, I was right, the exhaustion I had was yet to be the worst.



Far from worst.



All these questions I have in mind right now are very easy to answer, but I can't help wanting a reason for all of these.


It's all because I'm a Pre-university student now, not Secondary student anymore, as what teachers here will always say.



But then again, I can't help wanting to know WHY ==



Not only homework is piling up, I CAN'T DO 90% OF THEM.
It's not that I never try.
I try, try so much until I wanna strangle something as to why I can't get a single idea of what the questions are trying to ask me.
And back to tutorial class, when I tell the teacher I don't know how to do, they gave me disbelief looks, as if I purposely didn't do.

If this goes only for one subject, okay FINE.

This goes for ALL my subjects.

From the very start I knew Physics and Economics are gonna be a struggle, but thankfully, I'm grasping Econs now, slowly.

When I thought HOPED that I could cope with the GP and Chemistry stuff,
I found that GP class contain at least 2 persons with superbly-superb level of English. And the notes have at least 50% difficult words that I do not understand unless dictionary is right by my side.
And Chemistry's examples in the notes are handable, but the questions, are totally different stories.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHH ==


My appreciation for Physics is snail-paced.
I'm thinking now, why am I taking Physics when I actually prefer Biology? Okay, that was when during O-Level period. A-Level Biology is different.
But again, Physics need to understand the topics well to be able to do the questions. Biology = purely hardcore memory work.

I'm thinking whether I should have taken Biology instead. ==


Forget it, no use regretting now.



PW is starting next week, and I'll expect a high probability of struggles.
Not being unconfident, but looking at my stats now, I can foresee my short-term future.



In terms of basketball, I've got another try.
A couple days ago, I received sms from the captain.
Said that there'll be another 2 J1s players to be selected into the team.
Yes I was nervous; I think everybody in the J1 basketball is.
But I won't care so much.
If I can't make it this year, so be it.
Maybe there's a bigger picture.
Not trying to sound pessimistic, but I just have to try all I can. The rest, leave it in the Divine Decision.




Anyway, I guess what people say it's true.
Once you're on your way to A-Levels Exam,
O-Levels exam seem like so easy, and I mean SOOOOOO EASYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ==

To think that I actually groaned and complained during Sec 4 ==




My issues just keep accumulating.



Okay enough of my crap.

19:03
Up, up, and away!