It's been long since I last underwent a self-reflection.




Despite the business of homework, I can't help doing it now that I am alone in my room after reaching home from school.




My life used to go on my way most of the time, if not everytime.
But now, my life is 90-95% related to schoolwork.

I don't want to be so busy but I have no choice.
And this is yet to be the worst.


I think my motivation is slowly building up again.
But I feel that the problem lies on my body's energy now.
I was kinda motivated at school, although at home my motivation dwindles significantly.
But it's actually my own body.
During lectures, I can't help but falling asleep often, in spite of my effort to stay alert to absorb things during lectures.
At home, the moment I step into my room it feels like I can just lie down on the floor and fall asleep within moments.



I'm trying.
But the extent of my effort is really questionable.



Well, nothing I can do but to persevere now.
And prepare another plate of armour or something.
'Cause the battle can only get bloodier from here onwards.

19:32
Up, up, and away!