I still miss PA Camp
Anyway
When I read blogposts from my PA senior members,
I realised how much memory they left behind from just this CCA.
Keith's video made it even more nostalgic, I guess.
I know it's time for me to create my own experience in this.
But I think somehow I feel afraid to move forward.
It's like there's this feeling in me that is just not prepared for what's going to come.
Yes, I admit I'm not yet prepared to lead on my own.
Still feel that I need more than just a guidance =='
And my studies are screwed up also.
Challenges accumulate, worries build up.
I guess only time will tell what might happen.
