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OhLaila |
Monday, 9 August 2010
A moment in time. Amidst the break of my work, suddenly I feel like coming back here to It's a 4-day holiday during Singapore's National Day period. For Singaporeans, this is a period to celebrate. But to me, it probably will be just another long weekend when I can finally take a little breather for myself. Before I even realised, it's two days to school. Lots of homework, lots to study. 2 days are already burnt for basketball training. I don't know what happened to me. During training yesterday, after a few continuous sprints, I felt dizzy,vomited twice, and collapsed to the ground. I actually got closer to fainting. After a while, I really drifted off. Maybe I did faint after all. When I woke up, I didn't feel less exhausted. I rested for the rest of the training. And today, my whole legs turned jelly-like. I need to get used to this pace faster, or December training could turn out like hell. Homework is just piling up and I can't seem to have time to catch up. The blame's probably on me since I didn't make use of this long weekend to do so, but I desperately yearn for quality time for myself. To just stop in a moment in time, to just pause, to reflect on things I've done, what I should have and shouldn't have done, to contemplate on what I must keep doing, to just ponder about basically all sorts things that's been going through. I must get promoted. I must keep up with the basketball training. I must get more committed in PA. The biggest challenge is, to keep my own sanity and to keep my inner flame burning. Yes, the Bankai mode. Haha. I'm still on the edge of the cliff. I don't know if I should move on. I wanna plunge into a new beginning and yet my head turns behind occasionally just to look back on what has happened. All of a sudden the images about those moments are forcing themselves into my head again. Yes, those moments in time about me and you. They're supposed to be long gone, I know. Sometimes I just wonder whether I really have moved on. Time and again I know I have. But sometimes even I doubt the truth of my own perceptions. |