As much as I hate to admit this,
I realise my Facebook status, tweets, and yes, slowly my blog too, has been filled up with "study".
I'm so scared of not making it to J2.
I'm so afraid of not getting promoted.
I can only keep trying, but that can only get me so far.
I don't know, I just don't know.
I wanna run away, but again I know I can't.
Right now all I ever want, and need, is a balling session at FTPSS basketball court alone, and a good night's sleep.
Sick of failing, exhausted of studying, tired of trying.
But oh well, I guess I can't stop moving.
