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Saturday, 30 October 2010
I realise I haven't been writing for quite a while huh. PW was somewhat great. The group was in a good sync for OP but I need to finetune my speech. Yeah, right. I can't really pronounce R and B properly ==' The presentation is in about 1-week+ time. Now, Promo Exams. Did better overall than Common Test. But I guess it didn't really reach my expectation. Especially Chemistry and Math. I put so much effort for Chemistry nearing the exam. And for Math, well it was a shock. 2008 and 2009 papers weren't this difficult. Physics, however, was beyond my expectation. I got a B. I got a U for Common Test. Thanks to God, and of course, my tutor. So basically, General Paper: E [from D] Physics: B [from U] Chemistry: D [from U] Mathematics: U [from C] Economics: D [from S] Not a bad result if you tell me. In fact, it obviously is a lot better than my Common Test. I'm just quite disappointed for not being able to take H3 Pharmaceutical Chemistry. And Math, really didn't think that the subject that I scored the highest so far can be so shitty. I guess God has another plan. Well, He did help me to get promoted. And I think that He,through my parents, was telling me that it all ain't over yet. I'm happy to have such supportive family. Well, I guess this 'end' is just another new 'beginning'. It ain't over. I'm still on my way to my dream. Wednesday, 20 October 2010
Officer Cadet School. Went to visit OCS as part of school learning journey today. Felt a bit pointless to go since I wouldn't be serving NS anyway but, It was not so bad. The army bunks weren't like normal army camps. They have two beds per room instead of many. The food though, really tasted like some simple foods.But they taught you to appreciate your food now! Haha. Better still, I got my once-in-a-lifetime chance of painting my face green with black tint as part of camouflage exercises. Quite fun to do, except for maybe, the cleaning part... And another one, I got to try shooting mounted machine gun and a kind of rifle. The recoil of the machine gun, I tell you, felt like you got punched in the shoulder. Haha. The rifle was fun to play with though. Overall, the trip was quite awesome. Made me realise that you should try as many things in life as possible. Life is too short to be filled with monotonous patterns of living. Paint it with some colours. The day could have been perfect. But the workload of PW just took the perfecting piece away. Tuesday, 19 October 2010 I want time to relax, so so badly. I don't know why, I'm just... tired.. almost all the time. And damn, thanks to that freaking ATM, my debit card is now eaten up. Leaving me to borrow money here and there for the rest of the week. Gotta wait until next week 'till they send me a new one. I'm supposed to be doing PW now, but I'm feeling uber lazy. I.. can't... lose...focus... Monday, 11 October 2010 When you screwed some things up, And when you try to hide it and get over it, And when you didn't think of the forthcoming consequences, And when you finally realise you will have a dire consequence, It's all too late. Ironic that today earlier I said that some people might just have to learn the hard way. Guess in this case, I'm one of the people. I think I'm screwed. No, even this is an understatement. The trusts that people had, my image, and my reputation, is totally at stake. Not like this incident will make me unpopular. It may make create distrust all over me. And the worst thing is, it will badly affect my whole CCA. And it's all my fault. Yes, yes, inside all of you I know you all are blaming me. I deserve it anyway. Why was I chosen as one of the Exco anyway? None of the previous ones would ever make a mistake this stupid. Why would they all choose me anyway? Seriously, if the school needs to remove my position, so be it. I seriously believe this CCA is better off without me after all. I've never done anything much, except maybe asking for help, and yes, screwing things up big time. Thanks for all the masks. You all can just shun me away if you want to. Seriously, just bring all the consequences you all can bring. I might have made an oath to be more careful next time, but even that only fate can decide whether you guys will even believe me again. 'Cause once a trust is broken it will never be able to be pieced together perfectly again. Friday, 8 October 2010
"Bros before hoes!" Hey bloggie. Promos could be long over, at least that's how it seems to be. But Project Work seems to miss me a lot. A few days of neglecting it, and it started to bug me again. What can I say? Three days straight filled with PW. Even during the break after Promos. Even during the weekends. Yesterday, a Thursday, one day after my Promos, Been in school spending my afternoon doing Powerpoint slides. Today, a Friday, spending my morning in school for Oral Prsentation Workshop, and spending my entire afternoon participating in my classmates' pilot test. It was quite fun though. Walking around different Museums in Singapore with "Amazing Race" Style. We were divided into random groups, and the group I was in won! xD Having an iPhone with an internet plan has its uber usefulness after all. Hahaha. I used my phone a few times finding informations and as maps. And not forgetting tomorrow, my favourite day, my "sacred day", a bloody Saturday! Morning: meeting a non-profit organisation for our exhibition. Afternoon: checking out the location for our exhibition, drawing posters, and giving out flyers. Oh yeah, before I go further into that, this exhibition is a combined "pilot tests" between my group and some other groups in my class. Some doing Eco-Fashion, some Eco-Entertainment, and not forgetting Eco-Tourism. My group, well, we are doing some project related to tree scarcity. And since our projects are kinda related, we thought hey why not have a combined exhibition and conduct each of our own pilot tests? So here we go. Anyway my group has already done a pilot test with similar purpose already. I still can't figure out why they wanna do another one. Okay, maybe this is a big scale one and can be useful, but still, I still think we should just gear up for OP properly. *sigh*, That's that. Anyway, I feel kinda great to end today awesomely. Hung out with my usual clique, Yes, suddenly, thanks Liaowei. Haha. That's what I like about this circle of Very spontaneous at times. It started like this [from my point of view]. I was on my way home from the "amazing race", Yichao called me to have a haircut. I agreed promptly, knowing SP would catch me in school again if I hadn't ==' And then Liaowei suddenly asked for a LAN outing. He asked along San and Mars too. And so, after me and Yichao had a haircut and dinner, After San had a solitary jog, After Mars and Liaowei went home from school, We met at about 8pm at Somerset. Went to a LAN shope at S:CAPE [is this how it's spelled?] And had a LAN session straight for two hours. We may not be professionals at DoTA or CS, but we had an enormous amount of fun. Next, we went to fill our stomachs at 313. And then, here I am, at home, describing how awesome my day had been, again. No worries, bros, we shall all pass Promos and advance to Year 2!..... ...I hope. Haha. If only everyday could always be this great. But is it just a matter of my perspective, or is something else involved? Wednesday, 6 October 2010
PROMOS OVER. But no, the battle is not over yet. Still got Project Work. Damn. Still gotta wait for the result to come out, which may turn out to be unexpected. Damn. I can't lose hope though. But hey, still, I think it's no doubt a good cause to celebrate. The class [well, almost all the class], sang our voices out at KBox. Which felt kinda great though I almost lost my voice completely. Haha. This sense of freedom, such immeasurable and unexplainable feeling. This is how it feels to be taken for granted and being used around. Some shit. Monday, 4 October 2010
Just a lil' bit more. 2 exams, out of 5, down. In a few hours time, I'm again facing another exam. Maths today, Chemistry tomorrow, Physics for the last. I lost a portion of my motivation during the weekends, after GP and Economics exam on Friday. But I was lucky the Holy Spirit didn't abandon me. Yesterday again was quite productive for Maths revision. And now, as I finish brushing up my last preparation of my arsenals, I can't help but feel a surge of confidence. Okay, more of an assurance, and serenity rather than anxiety or complacency. After all, it's still better to be calm now rather than try cramming in formulas inside my brain in such a last-minute attempt. Time management is key xD Just 3 more, Kev. Most importantly, my fire can't burn out now. Not when I'm almost there. Let's |