Had a meeting with 3 of my Primary School classmates today, in which 2 wereSTILL ARE my best friends.
No matter how little it is, we all have changed one way or another.
I mean, of course, it's been...wow...6-7 years I guess.


Michael, who was once the 'giant' in my younger days, is now only slightly taller than me.
He could only stop growing, not grow shorter, so that means YAY! I did grow VERY significantly xD I was once barely his shoulder-height. Now I guess I'm err...his eye-level.
Other than that, he was once the school academic champion. Okay, he is still as smart, I guess. But he played more than me =X

Eka, who was once kinda chubby and could hardly play sports, is now the tallest among us, slim, and is in a basketball team. He must be really good.
He is still the same, random, old Eka though xD


Gina, who was once innocent, quiet little girl in class, has now grown into a more outgoing and *cough* less innocent xD
Her voice, and the way she talks are unchanged though. Haha.



Wow, it's crazy. Time does fly damn fast.

It was once my childhood days in St. Leo II; getting into fights in school, crying when I get bullied or lost, being so ever talkative, falling into puppy love for the first time, being scared of teachers' punishments, triumphing as the 3rd in cohort for national exam. Eventually, we all went to different schools.

And then it was my journey into one of the tops, independent secondary school in Jakarta, where rich, snobbish people are abound. But nonetheless, I made some best friends in there too. SMPK 7 BPK Penabur
The first year was tough. I was like the nerd and the loser who got bullied in class.
I tried to keep my ground, but I couldn't stand it. In the end, I only talked to a few people in my class.
Luckily the cohort was reshuffled into different classes in Year 2. That was like my best times in the school.
My classmates were all cool with me, especially the guys. I got myself a position in my class' "society".
It's sad that at the end of my 6 months in Year 2, I moved into Singapore.
A sad parting but nevertheless, I didn't regret my decision.


And then came FTPSS. I got enrolled back to Sec 1. I'm officially a year behind my same-age peers back in Jakarta.
Sec 1 and 2 were were awesome. But Sec 3 and Sec 4 were the best.
My O Level weren't so bad too.
Just like my primary school life, I think studying in a neighbourhood school isn't all that bad. It may even be better than some top schools.

And we've come to 2010.
I enrolled into another top school, NJC.
It has been a bloody battle this whole year for me.
But I didn't say I never enjoy it.
It's been a challenging, yet a fun year for me.
But hey, I survive! Time has been helping by moving fast.
I'm now left with one more year and Pre-University is over!


And here we are.
Reminiscing how my whole life has been.
Well, not every part of it, but I'm sure education and friends alone have been a big chunk of my life.



Talking about JC2,
Next year will be one fucking hell of a year.
I can't find any better word for it.
I remember saying at the end of 2009 that I was damn bloody positive that 2010 is gonna be "one hell of a year".
2011 is gonna be worse.
But of course, I won't spend my time worrying my ass for the whole damn time.
I'm sure 2010 has been meaning well for my training.
If everyone can survive 2010, and be ready for 2011,
I'm sure I can't be less than ready.



Of course there are these things to worry about.
Managing my time well,
Hardcore basketball training for A Division basketball [ah crap, just thinking of the intensity of the training - the vomiting and the fainting - gives me goosebumps already. And Tuesday I'm starting again],
Lots of PA events to take care of next year,
PA concert for 2011,
Teaching PA juniors next year,
And of course, ultimately, getting A for all my 4 H2s in A Levels [That means hardcore studying, and with all the other things to be done for 2011, we're back to my first point].




I think I should be ready.
But I still feel that I'm not.
Fuck, whatever.
I'm sure Time, and obviously, God, will help.


I don't wanna think about it.

21:27
Up, up, and away!