Indeed it doesn't. It only comes a little bit too late.


To put it simply, I got my "wake up" call recently.


Way back before I was enrolled into JC, I remember a friend of my Dad who told me that since I dared to even think about going into that course, that means I'm putting myself in a warzone.
I even posted a blog post about it.

And what did I do?
All I did last year was to immerse myself in complacency and self-satisfaction.
In other words, I couldn't care less about what my result in NJ would be.
Since I already heard that bad results during school times does not mean bad results at A Level.


But I was wrong.


To go into that faculty,

I need good academic record,
I need jobshadowing experiences,
I need letters of recommendation,
I need various meaningful CIP experience.


My academic record was shitty,
I've never even heard of "jobshadowing" before,
I'm not even sure if my teachers have anything about me to be recommended to,
And almost the whole bulk of my CIP comes from only doing PA events.



The worst? I only realised all these now.
In my SH2, when I need to buck up all my academic stuff.

If only I was this consistent about my work from the beginning, it would all not be like this.
I could even have some spare time for other CIP activities or jobshadowing experiences.
Not mentioning good academic records and better chance of straight As.



But oh well,
I guess it's not yet too late.
There're truckloads of things to be done this year.

And seriously, I really need to stop procrastinating.



So, I suppose the battle is still far from over.
There's still a chance.



After all,
The pessimist says: "It's possible, but difficult."
But the optimist says: "It's difficult, but possible."

22:00
Up, up, and away!