And my motivation too, I guess.

You know what.

I couldn't really remember what made me stumble upon Digimon stuff again.

But after that moment, I knew that I had to re-watch everything again.

I've been following until the 2nd season, and a bit of 3rd and 4th season.

And I thought it was time to catch up.

Seriously, man. Nothing ever beats the original.

It never felt so good.

It feels as if my childhood fantasy came true again.

Those moments when I was young and naive [not that I'm already grown up now, though],

Those times when all I cared about was living in my own fantasy of Digimon World.

Those memories when having my own Digimon was everything I wanted.

You could say it's a crazy obsession of mine.

And when I'm starting to restart the whole season again,

It's actually when my whole body, mind, and soul came into a greater order.

Even I myself failed to fathom why,

Somehow, immersing my reality and my own fantasy of Digimon knock the fact that my life is in such a disarray into my head.

And if I don't start re-adjusting it, I'm gonna head straight into my own doom.

And what better way than to kickstart the process with my own very best "virtual friends" ?

The effects?

My mind re-energised,

My soul rejuvenated,

My body refreshed,

And my time management skills bloom.

For now.

And I hope this will continue.

Of course, I thank God for this.

Maybe this is how He gave me a wake-up call.