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 February 2022 CreditsOhLaila | Saturday, 18 June 2011 
   Questions popping up. I'm at a point where I'm questioning everything in my life, including my life itself and its purpose. Why was I born? What have I been doing with my life? What am I going to do for the future?  How am I gonna prepare for that? Which are the mistakes I'm doing and which are the right things?  Among the many paths laid before me, which one will I continue treading towards? What have I not done? What could have I done? Why am I studying this hard? Is being a doctor really my dream? Do I have what it takes to be there? Seriously, I'm so confused that I decided to get advice from the Digimon's Chosen Children's advice Tumblr blog. I didn't put my name, of course, and this is the reply from the character who, similarly, wanted to become a doctor, and spent his whole teenage years to practically study, beside Digimon. Call me shallow, childish, or whatever. Even I sometimes think so too myself. This is what he replied me. "When you’re raised in a family, like I was, where the presumed lifestyle is to breathe, east, sleep, and become a doctor… well let’s say, for the longest time I didn’t know why I wanted to be one either. It was unquestionable. But during Myotismon’s seige, my brother told me I could be anything I wanted… and that was probably the first time I’d heard of that! But because of everything I went through in the Digital World, I learned that what I wanted to do is to help people, and becoming a doctor is one of the best ways to do that. So perhaps you feel an overwhelming desire to make a difference and help people that need it. Either that or you just want to be in school for unnecessary amounts of time." "Especially if you’re serious about joining me in the quest for medical school, you want to make it as smooth as possible and get the best grades you can. Unless you meet someone who fully supports your goals and wont distract from your schoolwork, remember your priorities are to get your career on track and then to worry about meeting someone." Oh well, I'll figure something out, hopefully. Right now I have to start sorting out the mess inside my own head. It's appalling how my one head can have a few mindsets residing inside. |