No, this ain't some random emo post. Haha.

Another day of awesome outing.

I know this won't last but I guess it would be good to refresh myself from the studies.

So today was an outing with my Project Work group; NJ095

Marc suggested an outing after the results were released 'cause he was the only one in the group who got an A and felt bad about it. He wanted to treat us all to a movie or something but in the end of course we didn't want it. That was a bit too much I guess. Haha.

So we just went out, now, after the results were released months ago.

Headed to Kallang Leisure Park to ice-skate.

I thought I still retained my experience in ice skating.

Turned out that I was as good as a newbie.

Haha I had to re-learn everything on my own again, with some tips from Li Shi and Jia Yi.

But the 2 hour was totally worth my S$18.50, in my opinion.

*looking at another hole burnt in my wallet T_T*

Then we all wanted to watch Transformers 3, to no avail.

The cinemas were full everywhere.

So we just found a place to eat something and talk.

I suggested Bakerzin and I think I made the right decision. Haha.

Had my ever-favourite Cookies and Cream Cheesecake. *heavenly*

Then we all went separate ways to head home.

Another memory imprinted, I believe :)

I only stayed home for a little while, and rushed off again to meet my usual secondary school cliques for a basketball session.

Except for one guy, who totally pissed me off by saying that playing basketball with us was "a waste of time".

If you had something else to do, please say.

We would understand, no matter what.

Even if you wanna prioritise studying over hanging out with us.

But you don't have to call your close friends a waste of your time.

If you ever treated us as your "brothers" in the first place. Heh.

Bloody hell.

Anyway,

You know I had this theory.

My mind always maintained a view that I could still play as well as when I was in my prime (Sec 3-4 times).

Earlier this year, my stamina apparently couldn't keep up with my mindset.

And I vomited a few times and even fainted once during CCA trainings. Haha.

Now that I quit basketball CCA already, I think my mind didn't change its view at all.

Today, I believe I overused and over-exerted my legs.

In my right leg, my quadriceps muscles were aching after one game.

In my left leg, my Jumper's Knee resurfaced again.

I thought it was gone after a few treatments at a TCM practitioner 2 years ago.

It actually just went dormant. =='

Now I have to wear my knee guard and limp for a while.

Apparently, my body can't do what my mind thinks it still can do.

That's my hypothesis. Haha.

And my body seems to be disintegrating.

Slowly but surely.

Oh man.

Basketball is now officially not my cup of tea anymore. Haha!

But NO! I wont change my blogskin.

Basketball will still be a stuff that I enjoy. A lot.

Every time I manage to lay a ball in,

Every shot that I slush into the net,

Will remind me of the good old basketball days in FTPSS.

There was the time when I didn't care about anything.

When all I ever aimed for was to be a proper basketball player.

When I spent my whole time improving in it.

When I was still so free!

*definitely*

Haha.

By the way,

While hanging out with these group of people,

I realised we have grown up in our own, different ways.

And I know that we too, will have to go on with our own lives,

Through separate and different ways.

But one thing I'm still sure, for now.

The bond that we shared still has not changed.

(Except for one guy, I guess. ==')

Oh that's true.

The bond that we have will change.

And I'm not talking for this case only. For every other bond that I shared with people.

Oh yes, that is so so so true.

Now I wonder what my future holds.

Excited, yet anxious at the same time.

Always with the irony.