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Tuesday, 27 September 2011
Living a life of irony. Some people are thankful, saying "My life's good!" Some say "My life is bullshit."Some complain "My life is a joke." I say, my life is an irony. Yep, Irony is a paramount element in my life, whether I want it or not. I say I love my parents, my family, my God. But all I keep doing is to disappoint them. I declare that I hate living a results-based life filled with elitism, But yet here I am, studying in a country which advocates such system. I wish not to get fat, But every little cells of me just wish to laze around all day long. I dream of scoring well for my exams, But many times I can never bring myself to focus, and study seriously. I always think that life is about choices, Yet many times, my choices are actually very restricted. I wanna be free, But at the same time I enjoy my somehow-controlled life. I really, really want to understand you, Yet no matter what I do, no matter how, as time goes by, I actually feel that I get further away from "understanding you". And this seriously makes me feel damn useless. Either because I can't seem to portray the image of someone worthy of confiding in, Or because I just am not worthy, Or because Destiny just decides to shove it in my face again. Well, this is merely the icing of the cake, I guess. I'll wait and see if there are more of them coming. Meanwhile, let the academic bloodbath continue... |