Not sure if I'm hopeful or too laid-back or pessimistic.
Not sure if having a balanced lifestyle or not trying hard enough.
Not sure if I'm just warming up or simply cannot make it.
So many things I'm unsure about myself and things around me.
And I hate the fact that I can't help but to be drawn into comparisons between people.
That aside,
My intuition had been telling me that I probably can't stand myself studying in a place full of people who are constantly motivated or just afraid to lose. Not sure which one.
See? Again I'm not sure.
Maybe it's just me.
Or maybe it's not.
I'm just gonna isolate myself from the rest of everything. For now, at least.
