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 February 2022 CreditsOhLaila | Thursday, 18 September 2014 
   Raging thoughts (literally) "I still don't get why my idea was slammed down just like that. I think it makes sense?! Hostel apartment unit is lacking in privacy! And everybody else wants to promote interaction, but I can't promote privacy in my concept?! Wth? Why? WHY? Isn't this being different than everybody? ISN'T BEING DIFFERENT AND HAVE A DIFFERENT DESIGN APPROACH WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO?! IF NOT THEN WHAT?! WHAT!" "So I'm not allowed to think different. Okay. The last time, I was told countless times to think different. So indeed there is a lesson learnt here. Being different is all right, for sure. But as long as you are dependent on someone for your shit, you being different means nothing if it is outside their idea of 'being different'. TLDR: It is fine to be different, as long the person you deal on being different with is okay with it. If not, then fuck you no, you can't be different." "Deep down we are the same. Really? We just want someone to relate with, someone to share your happiness and sorrow with. But no, not really. Sometimes some people just want to keep all the bad feelings inside, to see how much it would motivate them, to see if they will stay down or get back up, or even to see if and when they will start killing from inside out." "Honestly, if I went to the same course 10 years ago I probably would have done decent. Maybe not the best, but it wouldn't be this bad as I am now. Or maybe it doesn't work this way. The conditions and parameters would have been so different. I think I would still suck no matter what the timeline is. Fuck this shit, seriously. No matter what I do, no matter how much I think I have improved, all I know is still worth nothing more than half a cent." "I just wanna run away and never come back to this place again. I need my mom, a warm blanket, a cup of hot tea, and home. I just wanna curse, scream, and cry there. Especially when walking around and having a nice meal didn't manage to erase these terrible thoughts and feelings, Please go away. Please please please. I have things to do and I can't bear to have time wasted moping away. FUCK!" |